My stepdad never treated me like family. Right before my bachelorette trip, Mom called: “Your father’s in the hospital. He’s dying. You should cancel and come help me.”
I answered coldly, “He’s your husband, your duty.” Then I got on the plane.
The next morning, I pulled back the curtains in my beachside suite—and froze. Just offshore was a sleek white yacht. His yacht. The one he guarded like treasure, the one he never let me near, the one he always said was “not for kids.”
But now, painted across the side was a new name: Second Chance. And beneath it, in gold letters: For L. — My Daughter, Always.
Later that morning, the hotel concierge delivered an envelope. Inside was the title to the boat and a handwritten letter:
“I know I wasn’t good at showing it, but I loved you. I’m sorry for all the times I made you feel like an outsider. I hope this boat gives you the freedom I never gave you. Love, Dad.”
He died that very morning. While I was here—celebrating. I never said goodbye. I never gave him a chance.
And now I can’t stop thinking about it. I spent years believing I didn’t matter to him. But clearly, I did. And when it mattered most, I turned away.
The guilt won’t leave me. I feel ashamed. And the worst part is—my mom won’t even speak to me.
I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know if I deserve forgiveness. Have you ever made a mistake like this? What would you do if you were me? Is there anything I can do to find peace—or to help my mom forgive me?
Source: brightside.me